Folded paper roses & swings.

Selling this pair of gunmental studded denim shorts from W.A.R.
fits uk 6-8, tagged M.
Brand new, never worn before.
Color is true to picture.
$22 (price is negotiable but please be reasonable!)

Leave a comment with your email.
Alternatively, you can email me at artsolicious@live.com for more details/pics when worn.

I haven't been here for quite some time. School and random things have been keeping me occupied. I've finally moved into my own room last night. Slept at 3am because I couldn't handle sleeping alone. Haha. And also cus I was packing my scary number of clothes and accessories+junk. The room is still looking pretty bare yet. Haven't drilled the nails in to hang stuff. Gonna get a cork board for my necklaces+rings. Need to get an awesome looking alarm clock. And other cream coloured floral stuff that make me happy. Another thing's that been keeping me occupied : Been spending late nights browsing through fashion blogs + ysl & a.wang's collections. That aside, I'm inspired to make one too! I just need to find that camera and master the art of taking tripod shots. Well, if I fail at that...E says that he wants to go on a phototrip soon! So yesss maybe the photos'll evolve from E's awesome photography skills. Its not done yet so no links can be provided as of now. 

Gonna paint my nails black. Dusting them with gold sequins ;) 

stay true to yourself.

(N is secretly part of the illuminati!)

And so after threatening to rip my throat out...I've had the best sleep ever last night. Well technically, on friday, I said that I had the best sleep ever on thursday night. But its saturday, and so I'm replacing what I said on friday by saying that last night's sleep was the best ever ever ever in this whole cough-filled week. Medicine works wonders. Not that I don't know...I guess there's a difference with month-old medicine sitting in the fridge and new medicine from the doc. (just an assumption. hahahaha. the fridge meds DIDNT WORK. swear i could've drank the whole bottle and i'll still be coughing away like a smoke addict) I'm feeling so much better. Haven't coughed since I woke up :)

Life's been pretty easy these days. Its just school-home-piano-church, over and over again. It does get monotonous sometimes but its also pretty....safe. Sometimes I'm put in situations where I wished never existed but then I realise that it is these situations that make me realise that God is bigger than everything. I need to constantly remind myself that God sees the bigger picture. Its like a chant going on in my head. When something not-so-good happens...'isa...God sees the bigger picture, God sees the bigger picture''. It is always important to remember that God sees the bigger picture. What we only see is probably just a very very tiny microscopic part of the picture. But God, he sees everything. So I guess I've learnt not to fret so much over some things. Fretting too much doesn't do me any good. In fact, I think it drives me deeper instead of keeping my feet on the ground. Well....as it has been said, 2010 is a year to be restful in God's presence. :) 

I'm furious and cranky and pissed and angry. What a horrible sentence...lacks proper sentence construction. But oh what the heck. The cough is absolutely killing me. I surrender, okay? No more cold drinks or ice cream or bubble tea or iced milk tea. Its water from now on. I can't sleep at night and if its one of the things I need most now, it is SLEEP. I desperately need sleep. I really want so much to be able to sleep so damn freaking well but the bitch of a cough is being such an annoying little pain in the ass. If I don't get sleep tonight I think I'm gonna cry. Yes, not being able to sleep affects me pretty damn much.(random: if i ever ever ever contemplate on suicide, its prolly because I don't get sleep at night.) SLEEP IS SO IMPORTANT. At this point, I'd really like to rip my throat out so I can sleep peacefully tonight. And then maybe put it back in when I go to school.

I hate it. I hate feeling dizzy and out of balance in the morning when I get up from bed. Its the you-just-pulled-an-all-nighter effect. But no, you didn't deliberately want to pull an all-nighter. Your body forced you to. And then you get up from bed and stand in front of the sink and then you start to feel as though its the middle of the night and you just woke up to pee. But no, its 6am and you've got to get showered and going if not you're going to be late and when you're late your GPA is affected.

I'm sorry.
not being able to sleep is just a really depressing issue for me. Other people are getting depressed bout their sad love lives while I'm getting depressed over the lack of sleep. Yea I know, I don't really have much of a life. I'd rather be depressed over sleep than be depressed over a boy who probably doesn't deserve my emotions.

PLEASE OH PLEASE LET ME SLEEP TONIGHT.

Friday started kinda suckishly. Don't know why most fridays start so badly ;( It got better towards the end cus UT was pretty much of a breeze. Went down to NYP to meet samz + ruth. Sat around making random jokes and then ruth left for homecell while me &samz headed down to Bishan for dinner+'studying'. Tabz met us much later:) Company was awesome. I love using the same excuses when sam asks me to call random people up to see if they're free. HAHAHAHA.

Me(on sam's iphone) : hi flip, sam's really bored and he wants to ask you if you wanna eat dinner.
HAHAHAHAHA. But hey, its not as if phil hasn't heard this excuse before.....

some pictures :)

I can feel my body crashing inside of me. My throat hurts and my body feels like its about to burn soon. Engulf itself in flames, maybe. I feel so tired til I haven't gotten the time to think about anything else. I feel like I'm just floating past everything and lugging myself through the endless hours of schoo (feels like it). All I really want is to catch up with the people I love. Heyong & Tianyun + Tab & Steph & Stacy & Aalya + F, P, M and N. Oh and to jam with phil and samz again. School has been pretty alright, I guess. Today was exceptional. For once I wished that RP wasn't air conditioned... my bones felt cold from the inside and my throat just hurt so badly. I wish I was out in the sun. Other than that, the guys have been so bustedddddd. But nevertheless, still fun. Ran around the class chasing after Ivan cus he stole my mac & was playing my recordings LOUDLY. N the 'so-called superhero' did nothing to help. Tsk. The guys only bully me when I'm sick and can't speak loudly.

My throat hurt so badly today I didn't even speak to anyone at home in the morning. First word out of my mouth was 'hi' when I met N at causeway point in the morning. Not speaking is kinda fun cus Ivan gets scared when I don't speak after he makes fun of me. :) He says its scary and I look like I'm about to cry. Its not that I don't wanna speak. It hurts to. Feels so much better to just stare at him and make him think I'm really sad and affected.

Pictures in an attempt to brighten this space.
need to get my watch strap replaced. miss my pimple-less days. UGH. feel like my face is just getting uglier day by day.

God, its not easy. I really am just so tired. I know that it is in times like these, I need to trust in you even more.
just.so.tired.

i'm not worth the plunge that you're about to take.

To sum up my week: 

-I've stopped eating ban mian every morning.
-N's finally gonna stop suaning me!!!!!!!
-I got my first C. Tsk. (BUT ITS OK CUS ME&N ARE STILL EQUAL HEHE)
-Auditioned for replug yesterday. It was alright. Made a new friend! :) 
-feeling kind of depressed-ish and alone-ish. (it rly isnt about anything....comes once every month) 
-the hideous ginormous pimple has reduced. but i still feel damn ugly. UGH.
-N, R and I have been awesome :) for the random ice cream idea, 'cockface', and for making me :) when it was ): 
-I think I'm fat.
-so far....9As. :) 
-my throat has died aft singing today :/ and also cus N has the sorethroat. DAMN.
-my mac has lots of searches on spiders. my friends have some kind of pleasure in watching me freak out over the ugly spider wallpaper they set for me.
-fridays always start suckishly but end awesome :) 

got woken up at 8am. Finally gotten down to doing my RJ after countless nags. HAHAHA. church was alright, though I was dying throughout because I was so tired. I don't feel very well.... cramps+tiredness=not a good combination. Hate that cramping feeling. But anwwwww, MACS/LJS on monday! :) still deciding between macs breakfast or ljs............ been craving for macs since this morning uh. didnt wanna go to northpoint cus yishun is so far! so yeaaaaa monday! 

sometimes it really sucks to see a person bleed their heart out for someone who doesn't even deserve it.

School has been pretty awesome ;) 

Jamming with Shah + sidetracking to playing L4D cus the others tempt us to ): Haha.













You guys must be wondering why there's a spider drawing on N's hand and on the whiteboard. -.- its all really dumb actually. N sort of found out that I was scared of spiders.........and let I and R know too! So imagine what they did........everything from standing behind me and pretending to be a spider AND changing my mac's wallpaper to a huge disgusting hairy spider!!!!!!!! Not once.... but TWICE. And the whole class was in on it!!!!!!!!!!! oh gosh. I cannot begin to emphasize on how DISGUSTING AND GROSS spiders are. Thinking of them sends shivers down my spine.

By any chance...if you happened to be at the south foodcourt last friday at around 6 plus and heard really horrible murdering of some of your favourite songs......it was us. HAHAHAHAHA. Last friday was just EPIC. I don't know how and what made us so ridiculously high. But yea, awesome friday :) 

I need to cut my fringe. its getting long and irritating.

so yessss. school has been awesome and I am not dying.

-chants to self- ilovemathilovemathilovemathilovemathilovemath
HI MATH FACI I REALLY LOVE YOUR LASER POINTER.